go to sleep, go to sleep a man

My life until now has consisted of me protecting myself from mistakes and from the opportunity of people possibly disappoving of me. Like the anticipation of getting punched in the gut, I have walked around in a perpetual state of pre-blow cringing. Well today, and all throughout student teacher, my guard has been ripped away and i've been sucker punched right in the kidneys.

My mistakes are my mistakes. I can only learn from making them.